I always feel lonely and complaint about no friends. I feel very difficult to make friends in these years, and I blame the fact that most new people I met are married and have kids. But I feel it is not true today.
One of my co-worker talked with us his personal issues which bothers him recently. I feel weird at the beginning, because I probably only talk this kind of issues with very close friends, and definitely not in the office. Actually most of the co-workers gave him some advices, people joked about his issue but only for the purpose of making him relaxed.
So I began to think, probably it is me who pushes potential friends away. I tried to be nice and professional in the office, always answering the "How are you doing?" question with "Good". After thought about this, I began to chat with a good friend in China, and I told her a big secret of me. The feeling is so good, and I get some emotional support from her, plus I do feel I get closer with her.
Last weekend, I was shopping in a store in Richmond. Out of sudden I heard this song, then a lot of memory came back...
The good thing about listening to an old song is it recalls a lot of old days. Those sweet and sour memory from 10 years ago had become plainer and plainer. But thanks for this song, I refreshed those memory somehow :)
Plus, it is still a beautiful song even without those memory, LOL
When I was waiting for bus in Brentwood town center yesterday afternoon, I met an angel. He made my day and delivered a mysterious message to me. "I know if I don't ask, I'll never get it"
Too bad it is not my commute routine. Otherwise I may got more philosophic messages, LOL.